Noelle has reflux.
This comes with mass amounts of spit up.
Yep she’s on medicine but that helps make her belly feel better, not with spit up.
I’ve had spit up in my hair, all over my clothes, on my clothes and on my pillow in the middle of the night.
It has also caused kind of paranoia in me as well. I’m scared she’ll choke.
She can’t be moved right after eating. She must be kept still for 20 minutes.
Never lay her flat on her back. Her bassinet is inclined and we’ve got her crib mattress inclined.
At night I put her to bed and I’m afraid she’ll spit up in her sleep. That’s scary.
We go through a few outfits a day for her. Today, it’s been 3 so far.
We both will smell like baby puke throughout the day. How fun.
I fear that she spits up everything she eats and that she won’t gain enough weight.
Some days are better than others. Some feeds are better than others. It all depends.
On what? I don’t know but I can’t wait til this passes.
I’m nervous about daycare and reflux and me not being there with her. I feel anxious leaving her for a few hours anywhere but I already know I’ll be more than anxious once she’s away from me for hours.
Being a mommy means worry.